(unfortunately my heart wasnt into it …coz i was fearing the heat and the crowd… and in such a situation i wouldnt be able to put my heart into worship)….

then recently when we had the covid pandemic, i read about and saw pics of people going for hajj and umrah …all by themselves .. all alone…calmly performing the rituals and then it struck me… that instead of not wishing to go to perform hajj once again… I should have actually prayed to Allah to make it easier for me. Cause, it was an eye-opener that due to covid, for following social distancing , very few, fortunate people, were blessed with the opportunity of visiting the holy places.

so my bucket list is
1. to pray and make dua consciously. because nothing is impossible for Allah the Supreme!

Ma sha Allah really inspiring. Thanks for sharing

Masha Allah,may Allah azza wa jal grant you blessings for your efforts in da’wah.

Assalamu alaykum, I would like to also learn the meaning of the quran and adopt sunnah more often in my life. Inshallah.

Sis Allah test us in many ways and one of the major test is of children and Allah knows how he test us. You know whenever there is a hardship peopke have three kind of behaviours
1. Complain to Allah that why this happened to me. They get the sins.
2. Dont complain just be quite. They get no reward no punishment.
3. They do sabr. They are rewarded.
4. They are thankful to Allah. They get the reward and Alkah make them among the muqarabeen ( the closest to Allah)
I understand you are going through really tough time but the thing which you really need to quit is plz dont curse your daughter dont make bad duas for her rather be quite

Just pray to Allah and say الحمد لله على كل حال. Say with your tongue that Allah it was your decision to test me with my daughter give me courage to accept it

But do remember dua is the biggest tool go in sujood make a lot of duas for your daughter our hearts are in hands of Allah amy time He can change.

Get your self closer to quran and Allah because its my personal experience i am blessed with a special child whose brain not developed properly she cant see may be not walk, talk or even eat by herself as she is on tube feeding but in all that situation i started to learn the quran with understanding and Allah filled my heart with happiness and i say thanks to Allah to giving me a special baby so i connected to Allaj otherwise i had another option to cry cry n cry for my daughter but quran gave me so much power to do the things. So plz connect your self with quran

You there are children in this world who even beat their parents and put them in chai s of even throw them out from their houses think of those who are worst than you then you will be relax. Because there is hadees that in matter of dunya look at the peopke worse than you and in matters of deen look at the people higher than you.

Remember sons of yaqoob AS one day they left their bad behaviour and became obedient but the reason was he was patient when they thrown yousaf AS in well he know really well what they did he only told them uour heart has made this thing easy for you and then turned to Allah and said i will talk with my Allah. He didn’t thrown them out of the house and didn’t made any bad dua for them so read about him and make him your role model.

Do a lot of istighfar as its a solution to sll problems.

Try to offer tahajudd prayers as Allah is on the firdt sky at that times and asks: is there anyone ask me i will give him, ask forgiveness i will grant him forgiveness.

1. Make Salah on time and with Khusooh

2. Be an ideal muslimah, mother, wife and daughter, and support my children to be productive Muslims

3. Understand the Qur’an

4. Hajj and Umrah, and again

5. It is quite long, Barakallahu fih to everyone!